Raw #14
I was thinking by a hot spring today (5/21/2025) wondering where my life, my emotions, and social status would be if I pursued and carried forth a relationship with a specific man. Wasn't of my interest at the time or now, but I'm curious as to how different it would be in a different universe, matrix, whatever you call it. In another matrix my favorite color would be pink, I would bleach my hair blonde each month and expand my extracurriculars to sororities and parties. In another I maybe would have been a man. I'll never know. In another I would be married in another country, on the west coast with a man I met just a year beforehand. Just an odd thought but I know what's best for me is yet to come. I do what is best for me in every decision I make with myself and the people around me. Being selfish is bad in context of social situations but for yourself it is ideal in order to pursue the fullest in my life. Putting yourself first toward the future is vital, teari...