Dicey #13

    The tug and pull epidemic. To lust over the rush of chasing a feeling, a daydreamed attraction you believe is happening on the other end. I've definitely seen this happen, felt it, and have observed what others have done to keep it in the loop. Does it make anyone happy to be in one these, a loop? No destination but always the same path. Path consisting of behavior, thoughts, and tendencies. I've memorized it already. Pull and tug, pull and tug. Now you are starting to guess what this is about. I'm still thinking about the true message of this however take it as you will. You tattle on yourself. It's obvious in what you do and if you think others don't know what you are doing think more than twice. Don't forget, those around you don't just have eyes but minds to think. With that, they live in the same realm called earth and media. Just like you. You aren't any different because of your own DNA but by your own choices you use to navigate social life with, experiences. Having your tongue tied on purpose to attract the other seems dicey. Very odd numbers. One conversation a minute ago, an hour or two passes, they try to talk about that very conversation. Why isn't that odd? A person bringing up an already dead, passed on conversation from quite a while ago. It isn't on our phone screens it seems. She's playing hard to get. He is wanting to see if I think of him. They want me. What the fuck.